i'ts not yet the end

I'm a tough woman! at 23, i've already been to a lot of fight with anyone who tried to pull me down. I'm a woman of the world, and that's what i'm trying to prove and show to everybody. But it is so easy to talk, it is just damn so easy to tell everyone i'm tough! that no one can hurt me.

But hey, i'm still human. I'm like anybody who easily gets hurt and still, life goes on!

At 21, i got pregnant. My boyfriend promised changes in our relationship and of finding a job that would support my pregnancy. things weren't easy with him around but i have to lean on him during those time. but hes promises never happened. he still remained sucker, self-centered, and bum.

i was working when i was 3 months pregnant. it help me get out of our house more often, hide my condition a little longer to my family. but hiding my condition was the worst thing i ever did. he knew that i was hiding my pregnancy, he knew i was scared, and damn he used it to get money from me. i knew that he couldn't shoulder all the expenses so i was trying to save up some for the birth of my baby. but he never cared for me nor for the baby. all he wanted was to get money from me. he even took the money i'm saving up for my check up. if i refused to give any, he'd threatened me. whenever he wanted something, he made it sure that hed get it or i'm gonna be damned again.for six months of my pregnancy, that's all he did.

it only stopped when my family found out my condition. but my mom wanted me to marry him. i agreed hoping he'd changed. but he never did. when he's short in money, he'd asked me to give him. if i refused he'd tell me that he'd come to my mom and tell her that he won't marry me. i backed out on marrying him. i sick of him calling me names, cursing me.